wandering gypsy

like the music that caresses my thoughts;
echo my feelings then bring me to the next level.


Hurry to me, hurry and get me. Take me to all the places I've never been, let me see all the fun I've missed.
Show me all that can be, let me feel all the different emotions;
all the love, anger and passion.

Don't know if it has always been like this but i seem to not get excited when festive seasons are near.I guess it's cause my family got less and less enthusiastic or 'happening'. I used to look forward for family gatherings when i was much younger. Actually i still pretty much anticipate these gatherings but not as much as before.
Sometimes, I wish for things to go back like before, when there was lesser negative interventions.
I think that'll be pretty nice.

Recently, and by recently i mean these few months; i have been greeted by my dear enemy : insomnia. I swear that bitch is killing my brain cells. I need to get my sleep at appropriate times! For those days when i get my 'normal' sleep, it's only because i ate sleeping pills. & i hate sleeping pills! Firstly, they are toxic for your body. Secondly, they are not as available like before!
Anyway, i'm only left with ten odd of them. I kinda feel like it's war world 3 and those are my limited supply of food. Yes, it's that bad.
But i guess it's alright, i only get this problem for 3-4 months every year.
My body is weird like that.

Been having lots of project meetings and i kinda like it even though it means work have to be done. I like being with my friends and i guess doing work takes my mind off stuff.
Have also been watching f.r.i.e.n.d.s. again! I really love that show. So grateful for my sec 1 friend who introduced it to me. She's Su-May but she migrated to Indonesia. She's still there i think. HAHA. I'm not good with long distance relationships/friendships.
Came to realize that i stopped contacting many of my friends who migrated. I think i'm those kind that need to SEE my friends quite often to 'stay' with them. Hopefully, for Year 2, i'll see Molly XJ JL JH WJ RL quite often.

5 more hours of sleep left. I doubt i'll even get 5 hours.

whatever you want, whatever you need;
if you deserve it, you'll get it.