i would have given you all my love.

I carry all these bags that weigh me down,
just so i can tell you that everything is ok;
but i'm not.
I shouldn't be angry with anyone, i shouldn't be disappointed with anyone;
but you've crossed the line so bad, so far,
that now, even I have no idea where the line is.

Part of me wish that one day, no matter what you do or say or act like,
won't mean anything to me anymore.
One day, you won't make me feel anything for you,
love, hate; nothing.

We can have a superficial relationship.
ha. Who am i kidding? It was always like that.
I never had your true love.
I'm going to stop pining for anything more than this and just handle all your crap.
Maybe i can't stop loving you completely right now,
but one day, all my feelings for you will die down.
You know it will.

I'm so tired of all these, so tired of you;
but one day, i'll tell everyone 'it doesn't matter, i'm fine' and mean it.
And that would be the day,
you cease becoming someone i love.

I'll still care for you, protect you, encourage you, spend time with you,
because that's what i have to do;
but i will stop loving you.