Empty

Waiting all along, trickles that flows so slow and silent;
That was a long time ago,
when you slipped through the gap between my hands.
Here alone, in solitary,
I can't regret.

I didn't do it. I didn't accomplish what i set for myself. I guess i really have to put in more determination the next time. Sometimes i detest the way i'm seem so carefree and relaxed, i hate how i keep putting up this facade. I don't know what i'm trying to gain, wanting everyone to think i'm really easy-going and joyful every time cause that's not how i feel. Maybe all along, this facade was to deceive myself and to make everything easier for me. I don't like attention, i don't like sympathy or pity of any kind; i rather not have any troubles at all. Looking on the bright side, the personality that i created helps stop all hurts right at the door of my heart. Even if at times i don't like it, it still helps me get along with life.

All that aside, i have been really frustrated with my dog. He's so naughty and always bites whenever he is unhappy, and the reasons he is unhappy does not justify the biting at all. He doesn't like people to wash his face, doesn't like to get brushed and so many more things that he don't like. I get it that dogs tend to not like these kind of activities that involves grooming but is there a need to be so aggressive?! The minute he sees the comb or soap, he'll growl to no end and he'll bite till your skin breaks and sometimes, bleed. Then he'll pretend to cry and whine, & when you go to him again, he'll bite again?! OMG. So pissed at him. I think he needs a trainer but that wouldn't work too, cause he is a timid mouse with strangers. sigh.
I know all dogs can be trained to be obedient ones but he is no ordinary dog.

Have to bathe him later, good luck to me.